life is so complicated.
i've had a lot of past memories coming around that keep up at night. times when i was jealous and shouldn't have been. times when i laid around when i could have been doing productive things for her. simple things really.
then all the good times. recalling them won't bring solace...
i guess i just wish that things weren't like this. whatever the reasons... i wish i had my friend back. someone to talk to about nothing at all.
i've had to accept my own shortcomings. listen to other's criticism. it'd be nice to have that old outlet.
but things change. and i guess i just have to let go.
maybe someday... things will change.
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