it's hard to find things... true, real, completely certain things to fight for.
i have beliefs. morals. i am who i am. so i'll fight for that.
there's a lot that's happened. a lot of regrets. a lot that had to happen. a lot i can't control. a lot i'm learning how to. pushing away... and as a byproduct, losing those i've pushed.
it's hard waking up everyday without a single damn reason... without anything to fight for.
when i get cornered like this i remember my daughter... and it gives me enough strength to get by. life has changes... ebbs... dissolutions... new beliefs...
what will mine show?
life is so... complicated right now.
i'm planning to do whatever it takes.
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