I don't know where to start. So much has happened. So much continues to happen. There's no easy way to say this.
I've seen my future. I know what will happen to me today. I know what will happen to me tomorrow. And although I
can change the small things... the bigger things... the catastrophic things... will happen.
I wish I was stronger. That I had the willpower and capabilities to change what's coming to be. There's always
going to be war in this world. There will always be famine and disease. These things I've come to understand and
accept. But when you start losing those around you... with no rhyme or reason... all you can do is take a deep
breath... and try to soldier on. Because in the end there is no accepting that the ones you love will leave.
I've seen the advances we'll make. And they'll be life altering. They'll offer hope to those who had all but
given up. It will never cease to amaze. I remember the first time I turned on a computer, using it for paint and
a math blasters game back in elementary school. Now I know the potential of a computer is far more reaching than
that. Your world grows as time passes. Your perception changes and allows for personal growth and new beliefs.
And yet one day computers will be obsolete as new technology comes out of the gate and enters our world.
I never believed in utopia. I suppose that's why all the promises of change for the better never seemed like much
more than words. But if I had been able to see into the future like I can now I would have done something to stop
what the world has become. Because the future... our future... is not utopia. It's controlled anarchy. It's a
mock republic in front of a dictatorship. It's the end of the world.
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