some things have been troubling me lately. some i've pinpointed. some escape me. it's a little frustrating because i find myself taking these issues on alone. but then that's what i've always done.
things have changed. and i'm trying to keep up. it's forcing me to reevaluate. adapt. because if i don't deal with these things... well...
i'm trying to put up a wall between my emotions and my outer facade. because i'm exhausted. exhausted of dealing with disappointment. of dealing with my own shortcomings. my jealousy, my lack of trust... it gets old.
i'm going to attempt to deal with what's bugging me. because the future i envision is too great to let these things get in the way.
and while things have changed... it's imperative i find a constant that i can count on.
where things stand now...
i feel that things will get worse before they get better. and i'm just going to attempt to overcome it as it does
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