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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

In a state of contemplative repose: August 27th, 2009

i love days like today.  where i'm happy with everything...every aspect of my life.  past, present, and future converge to form a state of complete bliss.  no matter what direction i look in i see contentment.

i want for nothing.  everything i could possibly desire is already at my fingertips. the belief that this is totality is a journey for those who lack the vision of endless possibilities.

ultimately it comes down to what your day holds for you.  my goals are simple.  to raise my daughter to be a sweet, caring individual.  as knowledgeable of the world as can be allowed.  with a sense of humor about the ways of things. 

to love and be loved.  i feel that i'm pretty well loved by friends and family.  the one?  i don't doubt she's out there.  and i'm sure she'll find me someday.  until then i'll be living, laughing, and learning. 

apartment searching is going well.  i found a couple of apartments that are high up on the list.  today or tomorrow i'll get the rest of the applications in the mail.  i'll let you know if i find the place, when i plan on moving in, and such.

ha ha i'll be sleeping on the floor for a while i'm sure.  it'll be like the first couple of nights in my first apartment.  all i had was a futon mattress, an alarm clock, and a psp to watch movies on. 
i'll be without net.  but i'll shoot over to my mom's every so often to check in, just write, and check on how all of you guys are doing.  if you really want to keep in contact with me the best way will be one of the messengers.  i have aim, yahoo, and msn on my phone (msn is the one i'm on the most).  let me know if you've got one of these...
saw my little girl yesterday.  she's hilarious.  i'll chase her around the house on my hands and knees and she'll laugh and wrap her arms around my neck.  it's adorable.  i swear i didn't know being a father would be so rewarding... but every second i spend with her i value and cherish.

new evans blue cd came in the mail yesterday (along with a tshirt).  if you want to hear how the new singer sounds it's on my playlist (second one down, "the future in the end").  the first song on my playlist is the original evans blue singer in his new band (parabelle).

playing some ff8... damn i love this game.  looking forward to ffxiii. 

so i'm in a stellar mood.  probably because my sleep schedule's a little better.  hard to say.

well time to turn on some cnn and try to fall back to sleep.  night all

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