So I've spent the day doing several things. Listening to music was definitely among them. Music can help me organize my thoughts... put things into perspective... and help guide my decisions. Then other times it just clears all my thoughts and allows my mind some reprieve. Which is also welcome, when necessary.
I feel a need to take some proactive action against my writer's block. Whether it's free writing once a day (as simple as a blog, a short story, a poem... however the muse descends)... or working towards a full blown novel... I'm going to make the attempt. So this is my first day in an effort to do so.
I've noticed that when it comes to relationships I've learned a lot in the past month. Some due to the most recent breakup... others due to talking to an ex who helped me evaluate what went wrong and why. I've taken it upon myself to delve deeper into the positives and negatives that existed... preparing myself for, when the moment's right and the next relationship comes along, success. The biggest obstacle will be that I've been so used to dealing with my problems and emotions alone... but in a relationship it's necessary to be open. I have no doubt I can finally overcome this obstacle.
I know what I have to offer. Understanding, honesty, affection, love, dependability, and the ability to always make the person I care about laugh. Important qualities I look for in a person as well. However stubborness will always be the quality I admire most.
The thing about a relationship is it will come when it will come. There's no need to rush it... I'll just make sure I'm emotionally and mentally ready for one when the time comes.
Well back to music and some free writing...
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